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[29 Jan 2005|02:30pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | YoU rAiSe Me Up-- JoSh GrObAn ] So. my birthdat was amazing! stix and larrys! woo! taylor im so glad you go to come! everyone else.. yea.. that night was amazing! l0l ;) haha well.. um. can i jsut say that drivin is amazing... and so so fun!! l0l well im definatly outta things to say.. i love all yall! <33 11 DaNcE DaNcE DaNcE

My Life [18 Jan 2005|11:38pm] [ mood | im so cold! ] [ music | *The Dance--Garth Brooks* ] A.i hope leigh ellington burns in hell... period B.Grace Giovaneti is the funneist person ever.. hands down... by the way.. martha stuart sais hey! l0l ilu! C.Naomi and taylor want me to ask him.. but i dont know.. im scared! AAHH!!! D.mayhall is a jackass E.im so cold right now.. im shaking F.i should be asleep.. but im not G.hes so fine.. omg! H.I GOT JEANS!!!! (this is VERY good news!!!!) I. umm ok i was gonna do one thing for every letter of the alphabet... but that was a bust.. cuz im outta things to say... l0l... grace told me today that i hadent updated in a while.. so i thought i would.. jsut for her! s0o0o.. uhh emilys birthday is tomorow!! YAY! adn um im feeeezing.. so later! <3<3 4 DaNcE DaNcE DaNcE

ugh.. school sucks! [05 Jan 2005|09:01pm] [ mood | I dOnT kNoW... ] [ music | You Raise Me Up--Josh Groban (AmAzInG!) ] k well today... was SO long and boring... first i found out some stuff that i realllly didnt want to know..but i guess im glad i do. adn i just got in a bad mood.. then in spanish... taylor and naomi played a very mean trick on me... it was WAY not cool.. haha...and s0o0o0o... yea.. then i went to church..saw the 03Grad's and the BSC 04 grads..so that was cool.. and so im outta things to say.. me and naomi are not friends anymore.. hahah! JK!but that trick was still mean ladies... haha Love ya!-- *K*a*T*i*E* 3 DaNcE DaNcE DaNcE

[03 Jan 2005|12:11am] [ mood | WaTcH yOuR sTeP!::im on a roll ] [ music | none.. ] s0o0o.. my n naomi are the coolest ppl ever?? yea.. haha.. watch out boys.. we are gonna kick some ass!!! 7 DaNcE DaNcE DaNcE

*UnAnSwErEd PrAyErS* [02 Jan 2005|02:04am] [ mood | Im not sure how i feel... ] [ music | *The Dance--Garth Brooks* ] Sometimes I thank God for unanswered prayers Remember when you're talkin' to the man upstairs That just because he doesn't answer doesn't mean he don't care Some of God's greatest gifts are unanswered prayers --Garth Brooks that song is really good.. if you havent heard it... you need to... i never really reaslized how true that song really was untill now. For the LONGEST time i prayed and prayed that "you know" (i would say it but i dont know who looks at this) would work out. but now i think about it. and all the stuff that had happened in the past week, like all the stuff he says to me when he is drunk and then doesnt remeber it the next day... i mean.. it hurts but its a mix.. between hurt and mad.. and now i think im realizing finally.. that it might have been a good thing it didnt work out. And now I'm glad I didn't know The way it all would end the way it all would go Our lives are better left to chance I could have missed the pain But I'd of had to miss the dance --Garth Brooks (yes again... l0l) i know that i could have avoided all the hurt i am gettin right now.. i could have avoided all of it.. i didnt have to keep talkin to him.. but if i had been afraid to... for the fear of gettin hurt.. i would have missed out on all the fun, awesome, sweet stuff that happened.. i would have missed out on an awesome summer and an awesome person. but now as i look at all this.. i can see how it is better that it didnt work... that doens mean i didnt enjoy it tho.. alot of times i sit and wish i could just relive the fun times over and over again.. but then i realise that if i did that.. i wouldent have a chance to live.. im just begining to realize how both of those songs are so true... god really does know what he is doin... im slowly learnin how to deal with this kinda stuff.. i wasnt brought up to be able ot handle emotion well.. which is probly why this is all so hard to deal with.. im in a mix between mad and hurt and its SO hard to find a medium.. or just get out of that all together.. its hard.. but i was always brought up to be a storng person.. take care of things on my own, not ask anyone for help. adn i know i can handle this..with Gods help.. ill be just fine.. it will take time.. but i will be fine.. 4 DaNcE DaNcE DaNcE

[28 Dec 2004|02:40am] Thirteen Random things you like: (in no particular order, mind you) 1. BOYS! 2. computers 3. good music that i know all the words to 4. Pictures!!! 5. all of my friends 7. SUMMERTIME! 8. having plans! haha its better then sittin on my fat ass all the time ;) 9. sleepovers 10. pictures 11. clothes!!! 12. church 13. shopping Twelve Movies (again no aprticular order) 1. Litle Secrets 2. Mean Girls 3. Princess Diaries 2 4. Napolian Dynamite 5. Dirty Santa 6. Uptown Girls 7. Heartbreakers 8. Gothica 9. Radio 10. Secondhand Lions 11. The Ring 12. Sixth Sense Eleven Good Bands/Artists (see above) 1. Martina McBride 2. Mark Wills 3. Kenny Chesney 4 Lonestar 5. Rascal Flatts 6. Maroon 5 7. Jason Mraz 8. Gavin DeGraw 9. just any good rap songs... 10. Reba McEntire 11. other good ppl... Ten Things About You (physical) 1. Dark Brown hair 2. hazle - brown eyes.. they kinda change 3. tall ish 4. long hair.. well med- long 5. freckles (ugh) 6. size 8 shoe 7. ears pierced 8. i have feet... 9. i dont like them.. 10. im out of things to say Nine Friends (in no particular order, and not implying I don't love those whom I don't mention!) 1. grace 2. amanda 3. leah 4. naomi 5. taylor 6. emily 7. natalie 8. lauren 9. stephanie Eight favorite Drinks/Foods 1. Spinich dip from O'Charlies 2. Coke 3. PIZZA! 4. crispitos (haha grace) 5. tacos 6. chips 7. strawberry dacaries 8. lemonaid Seven Things You Wear Daily 1. a bra 2. underwear 3. jeans usually 4. PJs 5. socks.. sometimes 6. shoes 7. a shirt Six Things You Did Today 1. woke up at about 2 2. went to the mall 3. went to emilys 4. laughed 5. sat on the computer 6. ate dinner Five things You Thought About Today 1. i just figured out that this thing goes 10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3,2, 1.. hahaha! 2. im in some deeeeeeep shit.. mmhmm... 3. im SOOO cold! 4. my parents are stupid idiots... 5. i wish i didnt have to go to the mall Four Things You’re Doing Right Now 1. hoping emilys fam doesnt come down here and wonder why i am on their computer at 3:03AM... 2. freezing my ass off 3. talking to guy 4. typing this thing... takin forever.. Three Things People Usually Call You 1. katie 2. copperface 3. shutup l0l Two People You’ve Kissed 1. **** 2. **** i dont really like to kiss and tell... sry.. live with it One Person You Got This From 1. grace 5 DaNcE DaNcE DaNcE

im so bored... wating for 6:00 to come... [21 Dec 2004|02:22pm] [ mood | Im A Happy GIrl-- ] [ music | Cinderella Story-- Sound Track ] Life and Love Basics Name: Katie Are you named after anyone: My Grandmother (middle name) Would you drop your last name if you became famous?:eh.. probly... Nicknames: katie copp, copps, copperface, k.c., face, (k so that kinda knocks out the possiblity of the whole droppin the last name thing...) Age: 15 Birthday: Jan 26, 1989 (one month 5 days ppl...) Sign: Aquarious Gender: Female Gay/Straight/Bi: Straight Birthplace: Brookwood Medical Center.. according to mel and amanda... that is in Homewood.. Hometown: Hoover, Alabama Eye Color: Brown Happy with it?: nope..i want blue eyes Do you wear contacts or glasses?: Nope Hair Color: Brown Happy with it?: ehh... Do you dye your hair?: Nope Lefty/Righty/Ambidextrous: Righty Height: 5' 7-8 ish.... Piercings?: ears... Do you want one/more?: nah... Tattoos?: none Do you want one/more?: not really seein that as an option... What is your favorite… Gum: orbit's where its at! Restaurant: Chik-fil-a!!! and mexiacan, i like tacos.. Drink: Coke a Cola Classic will be fine.. Season: Spring nad Summer Emotion: most of the time i enjoy being happy Late-night Activity: umm.. hanging out... Sport: Gymnastics, football, swiming.. City: NYC, LA, PC, Indianapolis, Achorage, and can i jsut say that i DO NOT like Housten AT ALL! its SOO humid there... if you want a permanent afro..you should go there... Store: Body Shop, Express, Victorias Secret (clothes), Charolet Russe, American Eagle Gas Station: who cares... Fast Food: Chik-Fil-A!!!! o man that stuff is good.. When was the last time you… Cried: i cant remember Played a Sport: umm.. like 2 days ago... Laughed: like 8 seconds ago.. Hugged Someone: last nite Kissed Someone: eh.. Felt Depressed: umm... i dunno... Felt Elated: i wish i could tell you what that means Faked Sick: that day i had that math test that i didnt study for... Lied: last nite... haha What was the last... Sentence you said: yea that sounds cool, see you then.. haha Thing you ate: im eating toast as we speak... Song you listened to: Stay Gone-- Jimmy Wayne Thing you drank: Juciy Juice Apple Juice... mmmm Place you went to: school to take a freakin makeup exam! AH! Movie you saw: i really dont remmeber... Movie you rented: Dodgeball, Blue Collar Comedy Tour Concert you attended: John mayer.. WAYYY back in the day... Thing you bought: i did MAJOR shopping yesterday... Store you were in: express Place you went for vacation: Panama City, Florida The Last…[ Part 2] Car ride: 4 hours ago Phone Call: 5 minutes ago IM: 5 seconds ago... wait! theres another one! Akward Encounter: umm.. i dunno Person you yelled at: mother... Time you wore a skirt: sunday Time spent quality time alone: this very second Right at this moment… Are you going out: now haw can i be goin out if im sitting at the computer doin this gay thing..../// What are you wearing right now: black cheer shorts, red tshirt, and a towel on my head cuz i just got outta the shower... Body part your touching right now: my elbow is touching my hip... What are you worried about: how in the WORLD im gonna be 2 places at 7.... What book are you reading: i dont read... Are you double ( or triple) tasking: music--computer What’s on your mouse pad: blackness... Describe your feelings in 5 words: happy, excited, distracted, thoughtful, bored Are you talking to anyone online: yea... Who: leah, tyler, doug, bradley, amanda, jon, Are you listening to music: Yep LOVE Single?: thanks for reminding me... Do you want to be?: no Have you ever been in love?: eh... Do you believe in love at first sight?: not really... The Opposite Sex --Your Favorite-- Hair color: Blond or Brown Eye Color: dont really care... blue is nice.. Height (estimate): taller than me Age: not more than 2 years older Personality Type: sweet --This or That-- Older or Younger: older Romantic or Horndog: Romantic Smart or Stupid: Smart Fat or Skinny: not fat.. not scrawney... Skinny but Muscular or Big and Muscular: skinny muscular Punk or Preppy: preppy The Big Picture or the Little Things: little things Flowers/Candy or Big Expensive Present: flowers/candy Mix Tapes or CD: CD Love or Lust: love Emotional or Just Not: emotional Sincere or Jokester: both Hott and Mean or Ugly and Sweet: if any...ugly and sweet... but hott and sweet is good! Sexy or Just “Cute”: well both of course! Ass or Abs: hmm... Hair or Hands: hair.. Dimples or Eyes: eyes Biceps or Calves/Thighs: i dunno... Teeth or Nose: teeth Clean Shaven or Scruffy: that depends... Rugged or Prim and Proper: umm depends.. Country boy or City boy: country boys are better...but city boys are cool too! Date alone or With Friends: sometimes alone...sometimes w/ friends Mama's Boy or Rebel Without A Cause: ehh... are those the only choises... --Have You Ever-- Dumped a guy because he liked you too much: no Loved a guy because he stalked you: no Loved a guy because he hated you: no Asked your friend’s crush out: no Lead a guy on by accident: i dunno? Lead a guy on for kicks: no Asked a guy out purely because he was hot: definatly not Lied about not having a boyfriend: no Lied about having a boyfriend: probly haha ;) Had a crush on a gay guy: whoa.. no --Their Clothing (Yes/No)-- Boxers?: yeah Briefs?: no Hat?: yeah Skater Shoes?: NOOOOOOOOOOO!!! Pimp Shoes?: no Band Shirts?: not really Vintage Shirts?: yeah Jeans or Shorts?: depends... i dont want some idiot whos wearing shorts in 45* weather... --Be Honest-- Would you ever date a guy for his money?: no! Would you ever date a guy for his social status?: no! Have you ever liked hanging out with your bf's friends more than him?: no Have you ever pretended to like somebody to make them feel better?: no Do looks matter?: ummm...well that depends Are you honestly scared of being dumped?: yeah Are you ashamed to be seen with your ugly friends?: my friends are georgeous! Are you ashamed for being ashamed?(you better be): i thoguth we desided im not ashamed... Would you hide things from your crushes/guy friends/bf?: i would some things Do you really want a guy to say if those jeans make your butt look fat? umm that he should keep to himself Wanna be a virgin till marriage?: yeah...that's important to me 2 DaNcE DaNcE DaNcE

this is funny-- i dont think ive ever had a more interesting day... [16 Dec 2004|09:11pm] [ mood | sick ] [ music | Jimmy Wayne --StAy GoNe-- ] **ok.. so today i didnt go to school cuz i was real sick and this is what happened... dont laugh.. it was very scary!! l0l** about 10ish something was scratcching at the garage door and i thought it was the cat so i went down, half asleep and opened the door. well this huge squirell runs in the house and about 2.5 seconds later my cat runs after it.. chasing it.. so for like 5 min my cat is chasing this squerrel around my house knocking over lots of stuff in the process... so after about 7 min of chasing them around the house she finnally chased it downstaires... so here is me with a broom in my hands while my cat chases this thing around downstaires and i am standing by the open garage door.. so they come toward me and i like whack this squirrel with the broom into the garage and my cat chases it in there.. adn i slam the door and lock it... so at this point i was terrified... so i sat at the computer and im callin my mom to inform her of the eventfullness of my day and i looked up in the kitchen and my toaster over was on fire... so i of course scream and run up there adn my mom is liek "what what what?!?!?!" so im freaking out.. i drop the phone.. the batterys fall out and im liek crying.. i mean hell, my kitchen is on fire.. so then i reemebr that about an hour and a half before that i had put a toaster strudel in there that i had obviously forgotten about... so i get the water sprayer from the sink and im sprayin it in there.. well lucky for me there is a electiric socket right behind the toaster oven.. and obviously this sprayer sprays with a strong force or sumthin cuz this sockey starts sparking... adn so now im like loosing my mind... so i grab this broken phone with the batteries hanging out of it and i run out the door... so i call my mom... well she has left the office.. so i call her cell.. she is driving home soo fast.. she said she had run like 3 redlights cuz she was freaking out when i screamed then all the sudden hang up.. so she is liek FREAKING out.. and she finally gets home and looks at all the stuff, the light socket like knocked otu the power in the kitchen but she just fixed that... she was mad abotu the lamp i knocked over while i chased the cat.. then i had to listen to this long lecture about safty at home, adn fire hazards and all this crap... and she was like "katie.. i dont know if you need to stay home by your self for a while" it was so funny... anyway.. my grandmother thought all that was pretty funny... so i thought u mite enjoy it too.. 6 DaNcE DaNcE DaNcE

wow... [08 Dec 2004|04:52pm] [ mood | waiting for this week to end.. ] [ music | Jessica Simpson Christmas (AmAzInG) ] ok... so had this been like the longest week EVER in the whole WIDE world for anyone else??? 1 DaNcE DaNcE DaNcE

im bored... [07 Dec 2004|11:22pm] 1.) Who are you? 2.) Are we friends? 3.) When and how did we meet? 4.) How have I affected you? 5.) What do you think of me? 6.) What's the fondest memory you have of me? 7.) How long do you think we will be friends? 8.) Do you love me? 9.) Do you have a crush on me? 10.) Would you kiss me? 11.) Would you hug me? 12.) Physically, what stands out? 13.) Emotionally, what stands out? 14.) Do you wish I was cooler? 15.) On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I? 16.) Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 17.) Am I lovable? 18.) How long have you known me? 19.) Describe me in one word. 20.) What was your first impression? 21.) Do you still think that way about me now? 22.) What do you think my weakness is? 23.) Do you think I'll get married? 24.) What makes me happy? 25.) What makes me sad? 26.) What reminds you of me? 27.) If you could give me anything what would it be? 28.) How well do you know me? 29.) When's the last time you saw me? 30.) Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 31.) Do you think I could kill someone? 32.) Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same? 33.) Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen? 34.) Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you? **ok lets play a game. there is a prize. now for the rules. you have to comment annonomously. and you gotta think of a memory we have. it must make me laugh and i want it to be somethin that you have to think about. ok. thank you. now GO!-- 4 DaNcE DaNcE DaNcE

wow... today sucked... [06 Dec 2004|08:46pm] [ mood | StReSsEd-- ] [ music | Now You Know ] ok.. so im bilogy we had a pop TEST... yes.. test.. i was like wow man.. you are psyco! then i got my fingers slammed in the door.. then i was walkin to HR and they were transporting the special ed kids down C1 and one grabbed my backpack and wouldent let go.. omg it was SO FREAKY! so anyways and then i went to rehersal today.. it sucked alot! She was being satan times 5 and i didnt know my music either... so yea... that helped... adn tomorow! omg i have chamber (7:15AM) 2 tests (history and math... yea they are gonna kick me in the butt...) and then that freaky concert... which is gonna suck... so yea.. good day right?? anyways... naomi is the funnest, funniest person ever... yea... spanish is amazing... untill she leaves... the it'll be just me n taylor... o well :( (yea im crying rite now bitch!) hahahahahaha! jk! i love you! anyway.. yea thats all i got... i gotta study for my KILLER tests tomorow... AH! k bye-- loveness! (that is the dumbest word i have ever said...) OO yea! LUNCH WIHT GRACE AND AMANDA TOMOROW! WOO HOO!! good times!! (till i fail my history test! AH!) bye bye* 9 DaNcE DaNcE DaNcE

do this... i wanna play.. [05 Dec 2004|06:51pm] [ mood | hehehe! ] [ music | Martina McBride ] ok here's this thing..your supposed to comment ANONYMOUSLY..and i try to figure out who it is! 1. One secret. 2. One compliment. 3. One non-compliment. 4. One love note. 5. Lyrics to a song. 6. How old you are. 7. How long we've been friends. 8. And a hint to who you are. 8 DaNcE DaNcE DaNcE

i really am not sure what this is at all... [05 Dec 2004|01:44am] [ mood | BoReD and FrEeZiNg! ] [ music | Rumors-- Lindsey Lohan ]             copper_face is love brought to you by the isLove Generator AND can i just say that.. it is like 20 days till CHRISTMAS and ONE MONTH and ONE DAY till my birthday!!!!! YaY!!! 1 DaNcE DaNcE DaNcE

BoReD... [05 Dec 2004|01:17am] [ mood | bored ] [ music | LeAn BaCk-- ] hey! so im bored outta my mind right now... and so i thought i would write in here.. im tryin to think of something interesting to say.. but i cant think of anything... so looks like you are gonna be bored too. so if anyone can think of anything for me to wirte about in here.. let me know and ill write about it in my next entry... well untill next time.. later! 2 DaNcE DaNcE DaNcE

A friend is someone who believes in you when u have ceased to believe in yourself-- [02 Dec 2004|05:55pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | Jessica Simpson Christmas (AmAzInG) ] *A good friend is the person who gives you the better of the two choices, holds your hand when you're scared, helps you fight off those who try to take advantage of you, thinks of you at times when you are not there, reminds you of what you have forgotten, helps you put the past behind you but understands when you need to hold on to it a little longer, stays with you so that you have confidence, goes out of their way to make time for you, helps you clean up your mistakes, helps you deal with pressure from others, smiles for you when they are sad, helps you become a better person, and most importantly loves you!* --can i just say that i totally have the best friends in the whole world!* yall are always there for me no matter what! i love all of yall SOOO much.. so dont ever think any different... yall are all SO awesome and i have to be one of the luckiest people ever to have friends like yall! yall are amazing and no matter what yall need to know im always here for yall too.. no matter what!<3<3 anyways.. i gotta go to my brothers choir concert.. ill be back back later! love yall-- 6 DaNcE DaNcE DaNcE

You dunno how hard it is to get over you, when every time i see you, my heart begins to *smile* [30 Nov 2004|02:29pm] [ mood | indescribable ] [ music | Breakaway ] itS HaRd 2 wAiT ArOuNd 4 sOmEtHiN tHaT u KnO wOnT EvEr HaPpEn bUt itS EvEn HaRdEr 2 GiVe uP WhEn u KnO itS eVeRyThInG yOu wAnT <3 ok... so im sure every single one of yall are about to kill yourself from hearing about him(if u dont know who... ask me... but i dont know what is wrong with me. i mean this summer was awesome.. and when i started to like him and hung otu with him more.. i knew that he was leaving... from the very begining i knew that for a fact. i never expected or imagined that christmas the next year would roll around and i still not be able to stop thinkin about him... i cant even point out what it is about him that i like.. normally i would'a been over this a long long time ago.. i just wanna know how long this is gonna last... im so confused.. ive never felt like this before.. i just wanna be over him so i can move on and not have to worry about this... im normally a VERY realistic person but i'd say that a freshman in college is a bit unrealistic... maybe its just that i want to know what he thinks/thought of me.. even if its that he was jsut nice czu he knew i liked him and he didnt wanna hurt me or sumthin... maybe thats what i want.. i dont even know anymore... o well i guess we will see what christmas break brings... anyway. i just got home from bobbys grandads funeral. it was really sad.. i could tell he was upset.. but he will be ok.. the kid has a big heart and hes a strong person and hes gonna get through this... today was cool cuz i only had to go to school till 11:30.. so that was nice... haha and now im sitting here watchin Boy Meets World.. so anyway there you go.. story of my life.. i know.. booring huh? 2 DaNcE DaNcE DaNcE

I have Learned... [29 Nov 2004|04:35pm] [ mood | I CANT WAIT TILL CHRISTMAS! ] [ music | Jessica Simpson Christmas ] Live and Learn-- these are alot of things ive learned in High School. - I’ve learned that most of the things we worry about will never happen. - I’ve learned that every great achievement was once considered impossible. - I’ve learned that you can find your strengths in a moment of weakness. - I’ve learned that I should make the little decisions with my head and the big decisions with my heart. - I’ve learned that to love and to be loved is the greatest joy in the world. - I’ve learned that if there were no problems then there would be no opportunities. - I’ve learned that it doesn’t cost anything to be nice. - I’ve learned that the most important thing is not what others think of me, but what I think of me. - I’ve learned that in every encounter, no matter how short, we leave something behind. - I’ve learned you should keep your promises, no matter what. - I’ve learned that your experiences and memories can never be taken away from you. - I’ve learned that simple things are often the most satisfying. - I’ve learned to laugh to much, and never pass up an opportunity to tell your friends how much they mean to you. - I’ve learned that children are the best teachers of creativity, persistence and unconditional love. - I’ve learned that sometimes the most important things are the hardest things to say. - I’ve learned that life is short so make every day count. - I’ve learned that if you smile at people, they will almost always smile back. - I’ve learned that you shouldn’t expect the best if you’re not giving your best. - I’ve learned you should always count your blessings. - I’ve learned that everyone makes mistakes. - I’ve learned to trust in God in all I do and not ask why. - I’ve learned to take every good chance that comes because it may never come again. - I’ve learned that true best friends can never be replaced. -I’ve learned that laughter is the best medicine. -I've learned that it is crucial to have positive role models. -I've learned that it is really really hard to get over someone you like a whole lot. -I've learned that your friends will always be there for you and yall might fight.. but eventually it always works out. - But most of all I’ve learned that I still have a lot to learn. DaNcE DaNcE DaNcE

these are quotes.. [23 Nov 2004|04:21pm] [ mood | okay ] ok.. well im really bored.. so thought id give yall some of my favorite quotes... here goes.. *bEiNg ArOuNd YoU fEeLs LiKe fOr OnCe iN mY LiFe i dOnT hAvE tO TrY tO bE HaPpY.. iT jUsT HaPpEnS *"Beginnings are scary. Endings are usually sad, but it's what's in the middle that counts. So, when you find yourself at the beginning, just give hope a chance to float up. And it will." -Hope Floats *There's a time to stand, and the time is now or never Time to fly, a time to let go forever Time to grow, and a time to discover Life is precious, every second -Martina McBride *And with a broken wing She still sings She keeps an eye on the sky With a broken wing She carries her dreams Man you ought to see her fly -Martina McBride *u No ThAt fEeLiNg U GeT wHeN Ur On a RoLLeRcOaStEr 4 tHe 1St tIme Or wHeN ur GoInG a LiL 2 HiGh On a SwInG? Or WhEn YoU hIt a BuMp iN tHe RoAd anD YoUr StOmAcH dOeS a LiL fLiP.. WeLL tHaT’s ThE WaY I FeeL wHeN Im ArOuNd YoU!* *I decide how I live, I decide who I love, the choice is mine, and no one gets to make my mind up I decide, I decide where I go, what I need, who I know, I’m the one who’s runnin my life, I decide, I decide. –Lindsey Lohan **A good friend is the person who gives you the better of the two choices, holds your hand when you're scared, helps you fight off those who try to take advantage of you, thinks of you at times when you are not there, reminds you of what you have forgotten, helps you put the past behind you but understands when you need to hold on to it a little longer, stays with you so that you have confidence, goes out of their way to make time for you, helps you clean up your mistakes, helps you deal with pressure from others, smiles for you when they are sad, helps you become a better person, and most importantly loves you!* *u have eyes on the front of ur head 2 look foward in life, not behind. --u cant change the past-- u may not be able to change the past but u can change the things that came from ur past & make them better & sumtimes the past comes back 2 u & makes u remember wat u left... *I tHinK tHeReS sOmEtHiN mOrE, lIfEs WoRtH lIvIn FoR..WhO kNoWs WhAt CoUlD hApPeN, dO wHaT'cHa Do JuSt KeEp On LaUgHiN, oNe ThInGs TrUe ThErEs AlWaYs A bRaNd NeW dAy! So YoU gO mAkE iT hApPeN, dO yOuR bEsT jUsT kEeP oN lAuGhIn, Im TeLlIn YoU tHeReS aLwAyS a BrAnD nEw DaY! iM gOnNa LiVe ToDaY lIkE iTs My LaSt DaY!* -Avril Lavign *Ill Spread my wings and Ill learn how to fly* *Ill do what it takes till i touch the sky* *And Ill make a wish, take a chance,* *Make a change, and Break Away* -Kelly Clarkson *if yOu LooK iNsiDe a GirL`s HeaRt yOu`D sEe HoW MuCh ShE ReaLLy criEs y0u'll finD secrets hidden, Best friends, and Lies.. buT.. whaT y0u`LL See thE Most is hOw HarD it iS to sTay strong when.. Nothing`s right anD EveRythinG is wrOng. *"Life happens to us. We learn to be grateful when things are good and to count our blessings when things are bad. And the only certainty in any of it is that it all just keeps happening." *It's not about what happened in the past, or what you think might happen in the future. It's about the ride, for Christ's sake. There is no point in going through all this crap, if your are not going to enjoy the ride. And you know what... when you least expect something great might come along... Something better then you ever planned for. *"~I've heard it said that people come into our lives for a reason bringing something we must learn and we are led to those who help us most to grow if we let them and we help them in return. I don't know if I believe that's true but I know I'm who I am today because I knew you. "~WICKED *itS HaRd 2 wAiT ArOuNd 4 sOmEtHiN tHaT u KnO wOnT EvEr HaPpEn bUt itS EvEn HaRdEr 2 GiVe uP WhEn u KnO itS eVeRyThInG yOu wAnT <3 *yOuR eVeRyTHInG tHaT i'Ve eVeR wAnTeD... aNd eVeN tHoUgH i cAn'T hAvE yOu...i'Ll aLwAyS tHiNk aBoUt hOw It cOuLd hAvE bEeN. *Unsinkable ships sink. Unbreakable walls break. Sometimes the things u think could never happen, happen just like that. Unbendable steel bends, and the fury of the wind is unstoppable. I’ve learned to never underestimate the impossible. *I believe there r angels among us, sent down to us from somewhere up above. They come to u and me in our darkest hour, to show us how to live, to teach us how to give, to guide us with the light of love. *every girl needs a best friend to help her laugh--when she thinks she`ll never smile again.. *I know I have made a lot of mistakes, but I don’t regret making any of them, because if I hadn’t made them, then I wouldn’t have learned how to make things right. – 13 Going On 30 *You helped me laugh, you dried my tears, because of you, I have no fears, together we live, together we grow, teaching each other what we must know, you came in my life, and I was blessed, I love you girl, you are the best, release my hand, and say good-bye, but please my friend don't you cry, I promise you this, it's not the end 'cause like I said you're my best friend. *--things will fall apart so other things can fall together--* **~The worst thing in life is to lose a friend, a friend that means the world to you, a friend that you put all your trust and faith in, a friend that you believed in from the start, a friend that took the center of your heart, a friend that you'd die for, a friend that you wanted to cherish for a lifetime, a friend, a good friend, a best friend~** *You dunno how –hard- it is to ::get over:: *you* when *everytime* i see you my *heart* begins to smile! *Until I met you, I didn't know what it was like to smile for no reason.* *There are no short cuts to any place worth going. A ship in the harbor is safe, but that is not what ships are built for. Your heart understands what your head cannot yet conceive; trust your heart. You cannot get to the top by sitting on your bottom. Work hard, It'll all be worth it... hopefully. .+*Keep faith in yourself and when you feel like you are outta luck, just remember that it isn’t over until you give up*+. *EvErY sToRy HaS iTs EnDiNg, BuT iN lIfE eVeRy EnDiNg Is JuSt A nEw BeGiNnInG. -Uptown Girls *"tHe tHiNgS wE ReGrEt tHe MoSt ArE ThE ChAnCeS We NeVeR tAkE" *Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up, these are the best days of our lives. The only thing that matters is just following your heart and eventually you'll finally get it right ~The Ataris --Well i hope you liked them!!-- 6 DaNcE DaNcE DaNcE

AHHH!!!! [23 Nov 2004|04:14pm] [ mood | pissed off ] [ music | i dont know ] AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! UGH UGH UGH!!! i bet yall know what im talkin about!! AhHhHhHhHhHhHhH!!!!!! 5 DaNcE DaNcE DaNcE

this is the real me... [22 Nov 2004|04:08pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | Gavin Degraw ] wow... rain cirtinally makes me in a good mood... but on the brighter side there is only one more day untill thanksgiving break! yes!! thank god! ive been kinda sick of alot of things latley and i always seem liek im in a bad mood... i dont try to be.. but i always feel like im upset about something.. there are a few ppl that are getting on my nerves latley and i guess that is makin me a lil upset.. but i dont know... its jsut like im not that happy go lucky, smiling person i used to be... i dont know why.. im always stressed always upset about something.. and i cant do anythign about it. i remember that girl adn im sure some of yall do too.. that smiling, never boring, just genuinly happy girl that used to be me. i dont know where that went... high school happened.. i dont know.. i try to hide it alot.. pretend im happy.. but after a while it just doenst work and i have days like the one i had today. maybe it is the rain.. maybe it is school.. i dont know.. i have awesome friends, i go to a great school, i mean.. for goodness sake..i live in hoover.. i have a good life.. or so i thought...i dont know.. im sure ill get through this... i can get through anything most of the time... 1 DaNcE DaNcE DaNcE

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